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a.	Dec 4, 2009 3:16 AM ha. the comment box was teeny tiny again. anyway. this song. the one i'm listening to. it says something about "the glorious fetus". it's good. i've liked it for a long time... i will force it on you sometime. koren and jason still aren't home. i keep thinking people are talking to me.....my mom is the only one left. she's sleeping. no one is talking to me. oh. right. so earlier. someone asked me to like. explain maine? if it's not a city and if there aren't a dozen bars, what is it? the islands don't party! how odd! it's all lobster and stuff! .... really? so i was like, trying to explain... that there are trees. and ocean. and it's cold and english. but....it wouldn't come out right. i was pissed. i really wanted to explain it. made me think of you anyway. cause i think you'd get it. amanda palmer said she likes maine. cause everyone is weird. she probably says it to everyone. the ho.
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a.	Dec 3, 2009 10:41 PM askghlsg. i feel better today! well. kind of. i'm trying. really. fucking. hard. to be better. it involves a lot of ignoring everything. i'm supposed to be doing homework. but i'm doing this and listening to music REALLY LOUD instead. i spent half the day listening to that german ska i forced on you a while back. it makes me so happy. i think koren and jason are going out tonight. if jason ever gets home. we don't know where he went. he's been a dick lately. a complete fucking dick. i want to punch him. but my mom is making good food! i keep yelling at aim. it's very upsetting at the moment. it makes me want to burn down the world. completely. so. i'm going to do my best to ignore it. and write. cause... it'd be a bad idea not to ignore it. right? right. thanks. i love our little chats.
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a.	Dec 3, 2009 2:12 AM aim is telling me that you're on a phone. i hate talking to phones. you know what i mean. it counts my letters. the past like. 3 or 4 days...have sucked. i don't know what's happening. but i'm talking to my mom again. i think i got scared and switched sides or something. yeah. i panicked. but i swear, i started to feel crazy. i can't handle much more of them. theeemmm. you know. them. can't do it. but i have to! and i just want everything to go back to normal. how are you?
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a.	Nov 11, 2009 3:31 PM this is fritz. fritz just scratched my boob.
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a.	Nov 11, 2009 1:50 AM the room i'm in is full of stuff. like. army bags and giant tupperware containers. and garbage bags. oh. and the 2 cats turned into 4. but only 2 can stay. i think. honestly. i have no idea what is happening.
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a.	Nov 10, 2009 7:59 PM and i will send you something in the mail someday. that textbook, probably. and a letter or something. severed body parts. whatever it takes to get the makeup.
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a.	Nov 10, 2009 7:57 PM ha. your add a comment!!!! thing was just real wonky for me. right. so we have cats now! 2. mhm. sid and fritz. the mangy-ish guy one and the kitten. he's a guy also. i will probably kidnap them and take pictures tonight. in my room. because it's weird taking pictures out here now with about 40 people floating around all the time. yuh huh. i'm happy you are moving to your shed soon. i'm excited about harassing you on the phone. i would do the nazi design stuff. i totally would. just to be able to put "i designed stuff for hate filled minds" on my resume. plus...it's money. and you still need to buy me this stuff. because you called me a dyke. or a tranny. or something horrible like that. YOU OWE ME. and my ego.
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a.	Nov 10, 2009 5:21 PM no lie. our lives are creepy similar. i've been saying it for ages. we played with the tarot cards last night. we got stoned. and did a bunch of speed. and sat in my room with the tarot cards. and then jason was all like "wow. all the people in the pictures on that wall are posing the same way!" and i was like "....they're all sleeping..." and it was really very awkward. i felt impressively scary. i'm just going to do the three card thing for you now. cause i'm watching the girls at the same time. and they keep stealing lotion. and putting it everywhere. jerks. past: "Fear of failure holds you back. You are dwelling on problems. A minor run of bad luck. Lost hope and pessimistic thoughts. Lack of motivation. Insecurity and self-doubt. Give away some of your money to keep money flowing into your life. Chance of mental illness in yourself or someone close to you." present: "Frustration. Complacency. You have been doing the same thing for too long. If a lawsuit or court case is pending, you will lose. Lies and intrigue. Someone makes trouble for you. Bad luck plagues you for several months. A major change in your life will improve your outlook." future: "An emotionally balanced woman. She is wise from life's experiences. Can find humor in most situations, no matter how bad. There has beena lot of conflict and sorrow in her life. Extremely intelligent. Analytical mind, logical with a great deal of common sense. Natural leadership abilities. Will be honest and direct with you." .....not that bad. i mean. bad luck. that's bad. but you are either going to meet or turn into a chick. a WISE one. i dunno. i have been getting shitty stuff lately so i do not feel bad for you. i have gotten the one that says to create or update my will like, 3 times. i'm thinking of burning it.
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a.	Oct 31, 2009 12:04 AM and. man. that douchebag picture. i mean...the non-douchebag picture. best thing ever. i love you.
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a.	Oct 30, 2009 11:56 PM yeah. i know. i could always just delete it and redo it. but...really? i'm so over it.
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a.	Oct 30, 2009 11:52 PM okay. dude. i resized those fucking pictures. what the fuck. fix it. i do not like when my comment pictures are huge and annoying. cmon. i don't know what to do. lhasg.
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a.	Oct 30, 2009 11:51 PM i love when you leave me comments. i also love inhalers. like i said earlier. and look! proof! because i'm like a sick kid staying home from school! bored and...narcissistic? always. yeah. hats appear out of nowhere. on my head. they come from an old lady, usually. well, first the old lady finds them, then she gives them to koren. koren gets happy to have an old lady hat for a bit. then i steal them. and wear them. while i abuse inhalers. it all makes sense. but...that one is not so much an old lady hat as it is a completely badass hat. it makes me feel cool. where are you?! no one is talking to me. probably because i ignore them until i get bored and need them to amuse me. but...whatever. everyone needs to get over that.
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NikkiNikki Mumolo	Oct 30, 2009 9:02 PM HALLOWEEN Saturday, Oct 31, 2009 7:00 PM the BLUE house 235 N. Aladdin Dr Anaheim California 92801 COSTUMES NEEDED FOR ENTRY 2 KEGS LOTS OF MIXED DRINKS BYOB drinks will run out GOT DJ POOCH FROM ALL CITY DJ's RSVP GOING, MAYBE GOING, NOT GOING AT http://event.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=events.detail&eventID=515577.98952
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a.	Sep 21, 2009 12:09 AM it's glenn. two n's. god...
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a.	Sep 17, 2009 1:37 PM ....continued from below..... i haven't been sleeping much lately. because i'm an idiot. i stay up all night doing school work and other stupid shit. like, making a fool out of myself and things like that. i don't know what's wrong with me. i'm so much smarter than that. and like i just said, it's not even fucking worth it. all it does is get me in trouble, hurt, or makes me look bad. but... ha. old habits die hard and whatever other stupid cliches we got. :[ i hope you're okay. love you.
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a.	Sep 17, 2009 1:35 PM man. i feel like a bitch. i'm sorry i never IMed you back. it wasn't me being mad or anything. i don't know what's been up with me. i keep getting caught up in shit. and when i get caught up in certain shit, i don't bother with anyone. it's really bad. i completely ignore everyone. and it's so not worth it. not even close. i may...but probably won't...be going back to koren's for a bit. jason started fucking up again and claims to be going back to rehab. but. he said it yesterday, and he didn't. so i have no idea. but if he does, koren wants me to stay with her and the girls. i don't know if i'll be able to handle it...my new class is pretty fucking...i don't even know. 3 chapters (about 100 pages) were assigned for today. and it's not light reading. it's all kindsa psychology crap that...ugh. it's just a lot of pointless fucking words to say "we have no definite idea about anything humans do or why! but here's what a dozen different people THINK!"...i hate it. i fell asleep last night with my face right on the freud page. i really fucking hate freud. makes me all sorts of uncomfortable. so i'll be avoiding him in my papers. mhm. boycott freud! but i'm pretty sure i got 99.25 in my last class! yes. i lost 3/4 a point because i gave up on a paper and the second paragraph ended up 2 pages long.....but the writing assistant said i'm a FANTASTIC! writer! ....then she docked me for my disturbing paragraph construction. and i think i finally got through to the financial aid people but. i don't know. i'm supposed to call them but i really don't want to. and i have no idea when, if they did finally find everything i sent to them, i'll be getting my award letter...but it better be rushed because i have a feeling they don't like having someone not pay a penny for 2 classes. i owe like, $3000 now. really sucks. i haven't been sleeping much lately. because i'm an idiot. i stay up all night doing school work and other stu
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a.	Sep 10, 2009 4:21 PM imissu.
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Steph	Sep 1, 2009 11:43 AM What u mean there blank lmao! ):
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ShilaShila Shila	Aug 29, 2009 8:45 PM lmfao andrew. how you ben?
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a.	Aug 23, 2009 11:30 PM oh. my. god. i just... my god. my parents are lunatics. and i feel like offing myself. wish you were here. ('cept not really because then you would be miserable and i would definitely do myself in for making you miserable. we need a new plan. we'd both end up dead if you came here. let's meet somewhere in the middle. we can make up new identities and start over. it would be magical.)
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a.	Aug 22, 2009 2:40 PM no sarcasm. at first i thought castle was somehow some kind of bones rip off. but it isn't. to be honest, i was only able to watch the first episode fully and then like, 20 minutes of the 2nd. i didn't go to hulu because they don't have the first few episodes. and i wanted to watch from the beginning. so i had to use a site that uses megavideo and they cut you off after you watch 72 minutes worth of video. :[ but yeah. i loved that 72 minutes! castle makes me smile really hard. a lot. him chasing after the brother with a shoe in the first episode was just about the best thing i've seen. the chick's alright too. they work well together. i guess koren and jason got approved for a loan for up to $300,000. but now they are "enjoying the experience of getting a house" and looking at others. they have up to 30 days to decide. but i want them to pick the one down the street. the one i showed you. but koren fell in love with this one, across the street from the lake... it is really nice. but i dunno. it doesn't seem very "them" to me. i have a giant headache.
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a.	Aug 22, 2009 1:38 AM i love castle. and ramsay. and youuuuuuuuuuuu.. uh. i couldn't disrupt the flow.
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a.	Aug 20, 2009 4:39 PM we ARE bffls.
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Jenna ღ	Aug 19, 2009 8:51 AM Heyy! :) Thanks for the pic comment haha. Yeah it's been awhile since we've spoken ;o I havent been on msp or other forums in agesssss, been so busy with uni and work. how have u been? xox
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a.	Aug 18, 2009 5:55 PM damnit, andrew. i fixed my sound. we have to watch stuff.
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a.	Aug 12, 2009 3:43 PM wedding's off.
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a.	Aug 6, 2009 9:12 PM okay. for real. where are you.
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a.	Aug 5, 2009 6:41 PM i am going to call you. but i'm not telling you when. it will be a sneak attack. via telephone. watch yo' back. love.
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a.	Aug 3, 2009 1:10 AM ha. i just wrote a letter, that i have to fax tomorrow, to my financial aid officer. and i totally used the term "woeful financial hardships". oh, yes i did. and then, hopefully, all this bullshit will be done. i mean...hopefully then i'll just have to wait while they figure out how much money i deserve. god. i was going to call you earlier. i was really really sad. i needed someone to talk to. but...i decided that you probably wouldn't be too keen on being that person. sigh. whhhhy won't you welcome my phone calls of endless babbling, whining, or sobbing!? whhhhy. YOU MUST LEARN TO LOVE ME. in all my lovely loveable forms. uh. sorry. oh. i was going to say something else. something completely unrelated to school or me crying like a little girl baby. uhhhh. fuck. well. anyway. smile. you're great. (i'll remember what it was eventually...) ily! i amuse myself at the expense of others too much.
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a.	Jul 30, 2009 6:54 PM but really. as soon as i don't have stuff to do (but what am i doing now? ... i actually don't have anything to do right now...i think i'm waiting for koren to call...and for my first book to come...and for fed-ex to stop being assholes and give me my new modem....) i will call you. and there will be no hairdryer drying of pants (really?!) or anything like that. we will talk. or my heart will be broken. less than slash three. just like that.
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a.	Jul 30, 2009 6:29 PM i am looking forward to that phantom call. i will sing with you.
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a.	Jul 22, 2009 1:54 AM haven't left you a comment in a while. totally weird. i'm watching america's got talent. cause you told me to. well. you told me it was on and in my head, i twisted it around to be you telling me to watch it. so i am. i follow imaginary orders very well.
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♥Vickie Marie♥	Jul 6, 2009 2:00 AM so i miss you... just thought you should know.
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a.	Jun 30, 2009 4:06 AM jerk.
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a.	Jun 24, 2009 11:31 PM did you just call me ugly? i'm mad at you. so you deserved that. because yes, i implied that i was implying that you are ugly. see? get it? payback. for neglecting me. jerkface.
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a.	Jun 23, 2009 12:55 AM so i got stoned today with their weird neighbour's kid. i have no idea how old he is. but both he and his father have shaved their heads and he likes to show it off. they both rip off their hats and like, rub their heads and it's really weird. and there was a giant moth in the shed i smoke in. cause. they make me smoke pot in a shed. yeah. and i was freaking out trying to find something to spray it with. 409 or something. but no. i found a bottle. but it didn't work. he was basically playing with the moth. i took one more toke and ran in the house. i was pissed. he could have manned up and killed it for the poor girl having a panic attack. then his dad told me how great i am with the kids. they like, can see in our house from every window. and they watch us all day long. no joke. for real. they always know things. that they have to have been watching through the windows to know. fucking creepy as all hell. but hey. they get weed! good deal. i'm highly offended that you have not messaged me or commented me or anything. feeling kinda neglected. i only hear from matt. sad. ilydurr.
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a.	Jun 18, 2009 8:43 PM god. things are weird. i'm so..SO bored. it's like, everyone else has stuff to do. koren has her kids, plants, cats, housework, etc. jason has. whatever the hell it is he does. and...i have nothing. at least nothing that is MINE. it feels so strange. i feel so out of place. i get sad a lot too. and it's only been a week. but i'm trying really hard to stick it out. they still haven't figured out their long distance. but jason's grandmother is working on getting us broadband. she's a cool old lady like that. crazy as hell but she loves to spend money on other people. so then i'll be able to actually use my own computer. it makes me so sad to see it just sitting there. while i'm forced to use this piece of crap ancient monster. i sleep in the kids' room. surrounded by toys and stuff. and alannah has decided that it's cool to crawl into bed with me in the middle of the night. she misses my mom and dad's house too. so we get sad together. makes me feel a little better. i saw my dad yesterday. when they got back from massachusetts. he's being really nice to me. supportive or something. and he promised not to tear apart my room yet. so i'll still be able to go back if things really start to not work out. i am planning on at least sticking it out for the summer though. at least. maybe then i'll have another plan. i dunno. you should send me your number. i'm collecting everyone's. so when they get their long distance sorted out, i'll have at least the option of calling people i know and like and understand and yeah. people who are like...mine. yeah. shhh. it makes sense to me. so send it. i dunno if i'll call you or not. but i want it just in case. ily!<3
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a.	Jun 16, 2009 3:02 PM dude. they have like. 3 cats. gibbs, duckie, and sid. i will so be taking pictures once i get my computer set up. cause...yeah. they're cool cats. and i wanna show off the apartment. cause it rules. yup. i guess that's really it for now. i'm sneaking computer time so i gotta hurry and get off. love!
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NikkiNikki Mumolo	Jun 16, 2009 6:00 AM This friday i'm doing the photobooth at static electro. let me know if you want to be on the guestlist.
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a.	Jun 14, 2009 4:54 PM laskdgh. jesus christ. it needs to stop cutting me off. .................and stuff. so i'll be managing that side of things. he also wants to get me into doing some kind of one-of-a-kind pieces to sell on the side. like greeting cards and things like that. it's all just ideas right now. but if we are serious and don't put our heads too far in the clouds, we can actually get somewhere with it, i think. people in this area LOVE things like that. especially if i scribble some stylized lighthouses or some such bullshit. they'll eat it up. he's got a guy willing to lease him a really small storefront so he's working on getting the financing ready for that. and he's rented booths at a bunch of the summer festivals. yeah. big plans. it's good to have something to keep my mind busy though. especially while i'm trying to adjust to moving out for the first time and all that. on bad terms, too. god. it was so horrible. well. that's really all i can think of right now. i dunno when i'll be able to steal time on the computer next. but i will! and i will be leaving you more comments. nothin' can stop me from bombarding you with fun comments. love you.
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a.	Jun 14, 2009 4:53 PM i think that is a perfect wedding date. it's when the world is supposed to end, isn't it? so we can spend the end of the world getting married! perfect backdrop for the wedding album. har. i moved out of my parents' house. yeah. wow. i know. but my dad flipped his shit on me like he's never done before. it was really terrible. i couldn't stay there anymore. especially not without koren and the girls there. it was about time i left. so now i've moved into koren's. yeah... i know. totally goes against what i wanted. but dealing with the craziness here and with jason (who is actually being decent and kissing ass) is actually a lot easier than dealing with my parents. i couldn't do it anymore. really couldn't. so now i'm here. typing on jason's super ghettobox of a computer. the keyboard is like, from the 80's or something. i swear to god. so old. and clunky and loud. but i've got my computer here. we just have to sort out the internet situation. he's going to be getting broadband soon. which will be awesome. right now he's got some kind of faster than normal, but still slow, dial-up going on. oh well. i still haven't spoken to my parents. not since i left. so about 3 days now. i dunno. i barely remember the past couple days. it's been crazy. koren and i basically broke into the house yesterday and got the stuff i absolutely need for now and i plan on eventually calling my mother to tell her not to touch the rest of my stuff. i need to find out how much a storage unit somewhere will cost so i can pack up the rest of my shit and store it somewhere. like my books. jesus. i can't think about that now. i'm going to be working on stuff for jason. he's got involved with one of those "SELL FROM HOME AND MAKE A MILLION BUCKS!" schemes. it's actually quite neat. and he's already made a decent amount of money. i don't know how people are finding the spare cash for novelties in this economy. but they are. and he's got a website that needs to be designed
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a.	Jun 12, 2009 5:28 PM fuck. it cut me off. ........and then you depend on them for that feeling. and... i shouldn't have let it happen. i knew this was how it was going to end up. everyone knew this was going to happen. but i'm stupid. and now i have to deal with the consequences. and i don't want to. so maybe that's part of the reason i've felt so off this week. that part's missing. so i need to figure out how to survive without it. how to keep feeling good without it. or find something to replace it. i just don't know what yet. i'm so leaning towards more drugs. more crazy and more drugs. yeah. that always works, right? also, i am scared koren may be leaving. she's been gone since yesterday. she's at jason's. she won't tell me when or if she's coming home. she's acting weird. i have a really awful feeling about it. i'm going to be so lonely without them here. it's not good at all. i'm sorry. for rambling so much. i just really kinda need someone to talk to right now.
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a.	Jun 12, 2009 5:26 PM i'm sorry for the comment about money. kind of slaps my other comment about being poor in the face. i know. i just had a real lousy 20 minutes after i woke up. i'm not much better right now. i'm actually a mess. ahaha. dude. i've been talking to myself and crying for the past half hour. so pathetic. but it doesn't have to do with money! that's good! but. the real cause isn't much better than money. i think i'm losing myself again. for about... 5 months, i was feeling good. i felt like myself. i felt interesting again. i was happy. so happy. you know? but lately... it's kind of going away. and i'm falling back into not knowing even who i am. i feel like i'm losing my entire identity again. within 3 days. i've fallen apart. maybe it's just been a bad week and i can't handle it. i dunno. and what makes it all worse is...i can't figure out what made me feel good in the first place. a few things happened at once and.. i don't know which one was the real catalyst. none of them would make me feel any better. they're all completely unhealthy and honestly quite fucked up. whcih makes me feel like... i can't feel good unless i have some kind of screwed up thing in my life. whether it's...drugs, some kind of completely dysfunctional relationship, or just a total mental breakdown. and if someone needs that sort of thing to be happy... what does that say about them? are they a bad person? am i? i hate asking myself those questions because i'm terrifed of the answers. i don't want to figure out how awful i am. but i can't stop thinking about it. and now. i still have the drugs. the mental breakdown is obviously still going strong, in the wrong direction, but at least it's still alive. but the fucked up dysfunctional confusing unhealthy relationship is. gone. i'm nearly sure of it. but i'm not sure what it was, exactly. i don't even think it was a friendship. it was basically on the same level as the drugs, i think. you use them to feel something. and
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a.	Jun 12, 2009 2:38 PM my hair is red. because it was blonde first this time, it came out a lot brighter than it normally would have. and you may have to get over that whole phone thing cause i'm not sure how much longer i'm going to have internet. if my dad gets his way, it'll be disconnected as soon as possible. my bitch mother somehow managed to neglect paying the bill, even when we had the money or when i gave her the money, and now we owe about $200. i hate my life.
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a.	Jun 11, 2009 10:18 PM 207-594-4871
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a.	Jun 10, 2009 3:42 PM see.
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a.	Jun 10, 2009 2:31 PM yeah. you told me before. mine was john wayne.
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a.	Jun 9, 2009 4:03 AM i hope you are feeling better. less down. yeah.
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a.	Jun 8, 2009 12:46 PM my hair is burgundy. i'm sorry.
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a.	Jun 6, 2009 4:17 AM and you aren't hideous. and i love your new cat. yup. that's all.
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