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åMªÑða♥

Oct 22, 2009 3:04 AM

As I am coming onto another birthday I can't help but think about you!  I pray that you are up in heaven watching over me, that you still hear me when I talk to you.  Some days I smile when I think of you, and other days I am still so hurt by you being gone.  You were my everything!  I did, and always will love you Chad!  Another year older, yet some days i don't feel any wiser.  As the days go one, I know I will find more reasons to smile, and less to frown about, but as of right now, I still miss you so much!!
åMªÑða♥

Aug 8, 2009 5:30 AM

I haven't forgotten you!  I never will.  You hold my heart.
åMªÑða♥

Jun 17, 2009 4:46 PM

Hello sunshine! I miss you. Today would have been our 12 year anniversary! That would have been along time. Really sucks that we only got to 10 years. We had dreams of always being together, to grow old together. Whether romantically or just as friends. It sucks in times of sadness and need that you aren't here. I have no shoulders to lean on now.....
Someday we will meet again! I hope it will be as magical as the first day we met 13 years ago! I miss you baby, you will forever hold a special place in my heart! ♥ I love you
♥ ♥ AMANDA ♥ ♥amanda jackson

Jun 7, 2009 3:18 PM

dad says he loves and miss you. i am havin a baby so you are going to be an uncle again
åMªÑða♥

Apr 27, 2009 3:18 AM

:( Been missing you alot lately!
Axel Madden

Apr 2, 2009 2:48 AM

Hey big dog. Been a long time but i was going thru some old pics and thought bout ya and wanted to give a shout. Im finally getting my life back 2gether bro-going back 2 skool even.
annjuliaannjulia smalls

Apr 1, 2009 3:08 AM

golden birthday hey.....i told amanda 2day she may not have spent this GOLDEN BDAY WITH U,HOWEVER SHE GOT 2 SPEND SOME GOLDEN YEEARS................I KNOW CUS I GOT 2 SPEND SOME GOLDEN TIMES WITH UU...SO I CANT IMAGINE WHAT 12 13 YEARS FEELS LIKE....BUT THEN AGAIN I CAN..I MISS U MY BROTHER I MISS U MY FRIEND......OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHH LOVE U 4EVER HAPPY BDAY
åMªÑða♥

Mar 31, 2009 7:58 PM

Happy Golden Birthday Chad!
I remember when we were in the Dells, and it was my Golden Birthday. We were laying there, and I told you that I was gonna throw you the best party on yours! I wish i could, you deserved it. We were suppose to grow old together, even if it was gonna be just as friends. I miss you so much, I can't even believe you are gone still. I just hope that you are looking down, smiling, knowing how much you were loved.
Forever and ever you will be in my heart!
annjuliaannjulia smalls

Mar 24, 2009 2:37 AM

I TRIED REALLLLLLLLLLLLL HARD 2 GET THROUGH THIS DAY....I KEPT THINKING IT SHOULD BE EASIER...HOW WRONG I AM....AND WHEN I THINK ABOUT IT HOW CAN IT B CUZ I CANT GET U OUT MY HEAD.....U WAS MY BEST FRIEND AND ITS SO HARD 2 FORGET U AND HOW SUPPORTED U WAS 4 ME.....I FIND MYSELF NOT EVEN GETTING EXCITED ABOUT NE OF MY ACHIEVMENTS....IM LIKE IT DO NOT FEEL THE SAME CUZ WHEN I USE 2 TELL U ABOUT IT U WOULD MAKE ME FEEL LIKE A SUPERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR STAR....LOL....NO BUT SERIOUSLY I MISS U SO BAD...AND NOT FOR MY EGO...LOL...JUST CUZ I MISS U.....AMARA TURNED 6.....CRAZY SHE LOOKING SO BEAUTIFUL...AND SINGING HER HEART OUT...U BE SO PROUD....I LOVE U AND I ALWAYS WILLL....143
åMªÑða♥

Mar 23, 2009 4:24 PM

I hate this day....
I hate that I didn't go to the hospital, and I hate that you sent those pictures. I know you are in a great place, and i hope that you are still looking after me. God knows I need someone to guide me. You were my first true love, I will never in my life forget what we had. I love you more then words can say.....you always will be in my heart! wink wink, squeeze squeeze squeeze!!!
annjuliaannjulia smalls

Mar 7, 2009 4:02 PM

WOW WOW WOW....THIS IS THE MONTH THAT IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HARD FOR ME....AMARA BE 6 THE SAME DAY U LEFT US ALL...AND I JUST HAVE A HARD TIME CELEBRATING HER BDAY....BUT I DO IT AND I KNOW THATS EXACTLY HOW U WOULD WANT IT...CUZ U LOVED HER SO..............I DO NOT NEED 2 TELL U THE UPS AND DOWNS I BEEN THROUGH CUZ I KNOW UR WATCHING ME...WHETHER IM IN STATES OUT OF STATE AT THE HOSPITAL IN THE GROCERY STORE AT CHURCH I CAN FEEL UR PRESENCE AND U NOW THAT UR IN MY HEART NO MATTER WHERE I AM AT.....I HAVENT TALKED 2 UR PARENTS IN A MINUTE BUT I PLAN 2......I LOVE AND MISS U DEARLY MUAH 143
åMªÑða♥

Jan 5, 2009 4:28 AM

Chad Leon Jackson......you will never know!!
It is 2009 now. Wow, how time fly's! I spent the New year with you sister.....god I love your family! Everyday i live for you...I will be your heart, your eyes and your mind. I won't disappoint you, no matter how hard things get, I am sticking it out for you.
You are my angel above! Love you always and forever!!
FRANCO VFrank parisi

Dec 8, 2008 8:43 PM

thinking about ya//
~F
Joe

Dec 6, 2008 2:47 PM

HEY DAWG I MISS U SO MUCH i'M GOING TO GO DO SOME ICE FISHING ON SUNDAY HOPEFULLY I'LL CATCH 1 FOR U LOVE YA BRO
Dohr

Dec 6, 2008 1:35 AM

haven't stopped here in a while!! so yo chad-lee! man o man 2 years of sobriety just passed a month ago. . .i was just thinking/writing about the last time i saw you at the court house and how that was the last time and how i wish i could have froze that moment and brought you with me to the program i was in but no time machines have been invented hell this country can't even balance its checkbook anymore! well i've been writing my first novel and LEON is certainly a character in it. . . its about a fictional (although a bit non-fic) character growing up as an x-generationer trying to find his way through life. ..with love, drugs, corporate world, family, friends etc. . starting to lean towards The Cobain Effect as a title but only time will tell if that is what it will end up being oh yeah and the kids book is at a publisher and I will definetly be dropping one off for you once it is in my hands. . .
WORD miss ya man! LATE!!
åMªÑða♥

Nov 28, 2008 8:27 PM

Having one of those days....the kind where i would love nothing more then to just get a huge hug from you. I wish with all my heart that you could be here. No one will ever understand how completely lost I am with out you around. With Thanksgiving just yesterday, I am thankful that of all the sad things that have come with you dying, that at least I have your family forever as a part of me! I love you chad.
Always and forever!
jj blaYall daY

Nov 27, 2008 6:12 PM
åMªÑða♥

Oct 16, 2008 3:23 AM

Went to Zolli's wedding over the weekend! It was so much fun. Him and Kasia are so cute together. And though I know you and her didn't get along, I know you would have been right there in that wedding party! Actually, I can honestly say you were probably there! There was a certain peace all night, a sense of happiness and love. You were probably there right along with us.
I love you, never will forget you, and will forever thank you for helping me become the person I am today! XOXO
annjuliaannjulia smalls

Sep 22, 2008 3:42 PM

well I MADE 21 AND I AM STILL ME.....LOL....I REMEMBER WE USE 2 TALK ABOUT ME BEING 21 AND WOWW OH WOWWWWWWWWW HOW I WISH U COULD BE HERE SOOOOOOOOO MANY NEW THANGS GOING ON WITH ME....KEEPING SOOOO BUSY....I GOT 2 TALK 2 UR MOM AND AS USUALLY ANJ WASNT TELLING THE TRUTH....BUT THATS ANOTHER RICKY LAKE STORY....LOL...WHOMEVER CAME UP WITH THE SAYING SUCCESS IS NUTING UNLESS U HVE UR BESTFRIEND 2 SHARE IT WITH.....NEW EXACTLY WHAT THEY WAS SAYING.....I MISS U BESTRIEND....AND I LOVE U ALWAYS....MUAH 143 Aj
åMªÑða♥

Sep 9, 2008 1:52 AM

I keep dreaming of you! In all of my dreams you are lost. I really hope that in one of them I find you, it really scares me. Sometimes I wish I could explain in words how much I miss you. You were my life, and now you are not here to hold my hand anymore. I miss that.
I got a chance to finally go on a few vacations. Went to Florida, it was kind of sad, it made me think of you ALOT. My last few times I was there was with you. I also just got back from Vegas. It was a much needed rest from life. I tried to go see Paul Oakenfold for you, but we never made it there. Francis and I have also had talks of Ibiza. We will live for you now!! I want to do all the things you wanted to do, but didn't get your chance. I will see life for you! I can promise you that! I love you Chad Leon Jackson, you will always hold my heart in your hands!! wink wink....squeeze squeeze squeeze!
annjuliaannjulia smalls

Aug 16, 2008 10:47 PM

ITS JUST STARTING FOR ME CHADD....I AM ON MY WAY 2MORROW...MY FIRST TOUR...AND I LANDED IT IN WISONSIN AND THEN CANADA.....IM ON MY WAY....I KNOW U KNOW HOW MUCH I NEED U 2 BE THERE I AM STILL A CHICKEN....LOVE U ALWAYS.....OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWEEEEEEE WE GOT THIS...LOL....143
annjuliaannjulia smalls

Jul 23, 2008 8:01 PM

Where do I start....SO MUCH 2 TELL U...THEN I START THINKING IF I KNOW U LIKE I FEEL I KNOW U U PROLLY ALREADY KNOW HOW BUSY THINGS ARE FOR ME....AND THE WEIRDEST THING IS IMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMA HAVE MY FIRST LEAD ROLE IN WISCONSIN....LOL..HOW IRONIC IS THAT...LOL...IM SO EXCITED THE WHOLE STORY LINE I HAVE SEEMS LIKE THE DIRECTOR KNEW ME AND HE IS WRITING MY STORY...I WAS CRYING AND EXCITED ALL AT THE SAME TIME...OH CHAD I WISH U WAS HERE 2 ACTUALLY C ME PERFORM....BUT I KNOW U GOT MY BACK....THE MANAGER IN THE MOVIE I QUESS WE SUPPOSE 2 BE RATHER CLOSE,AND THE FUNNY PART IS U REMEMEBR WHEN U WAS MY MANAGER FOR A BRIEF MINUTE...LOL WELL HE ACTING JUST LIKE U....I FEEL PROTECTED AGAIN ...BUT ITS A MOVIE AND U WAS THE REAL DEAL....LOL....OHHHHHHHHHHHHH CHAD U ARE MISSED SO MUCH.....I WORK HARDER CUZ I KNOW U WATCHING ME AND UR ANOTHER PERSON IN MY LIFE I DONT EVER WANT 2 DISSAPOINT...OR LET DOWN...SO I AM GOING STRAIGHT 2 THE TOP AND STAYING HUMBLE AND MAKE U PROUD AND SMILE AT ME AS U LOOKING DOWN GOING THATS MY GURL MY BEST FRIEND FOREVER.....LOVE U SO MUCH...Aj
åMªÑða♥

Jul 14, 2008 3:12 AM

I love that someone put a picture of you up from a dance! lol. That would have made you smile.
I missed you alot this weekend. I had some lonely times that really made me cherish the fact that thanks to you I wasn't lonely for 9 years! I will never forget you, you stole my heart.
Love Love Love you!
Mr. Zollimichael zolli

Jul 9, 2008 3:13 AM

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BrookBrook Madden

Jul 7, 2008 6:19 PM

Hey Chad! I found this picture of you taking me to my homecoming! :) Funny! Missing you.

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åMªÑða♥

Jun 17, 2008 3:40 PM

~*It's our day*~ I Love You! Think about you every day! I will never ever forget you! Wink wink.
Squeeze squeeze squeeze!
åMªÑða♥

May 30, 2008 3:55 AM

Life is so messed up right now. If you were here you could be holding me right now telling me that it is all going to be ok. I dream about you all the time, and i really can't decide if it is a good thing or not. Most of the dreams consist of my looking for you. I can never find you, and then i realize why. I will never find you, cause you really are gone. It makes me so sad when i have those dreams. you have no idea how much you meant to me, how much I miss you, and how hard it is for me to find someone as worthy of my heart as you were! All I can do is hope that you are still with me, watching over me, making sure i make it ok.
I love you always and forever!
annjuliaannjulia smalls

May 30, 2008 2:45 AM

I KNOW U THINK I FORGOTTEN U...BUT I HAVE NOT...AND WILL NEVER NO MATTER WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SO SO MUCH BEEN GOING ON...I MISS UR PARENTS,,,ANJ SAID THEY CALLED WHEN I WAS AWAY AND SAID THEY NEEDED A BREAK SO I BEEN WAITING 4 THE 2 CALL ME...I MISS THEM...I MISS U SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH....WISH U WAS HERE COULD USE A FRIEND....LOVE U...MUAH Aj
annjuliaannjulia smalls

May 2, 2008 1:52 PM

I BEEN BACK 4 4 DAYS NOW...AND I AM HOPING IT WAS A SUCESSFULLY TRIP...ONLY TIME WILL TELL BUT WISH ME LUCK....I MISS U SO MUCH AS I WAS DOING WHAT I HAD 2 DO I WAS THINKING OF U AND KNOWING U HAD MY BACK....MAN IT SEEMS LIKE FOREVER SINCE I BEEN ON UR PAGE....BUT U HAVE BEEN WITH ME EVERY SECOND....I LOVE U FOREVER....THANK U FOR BEING MY BESTFRIEND....THANK U FOR FINDING ME THANK U FOR KEEPING ME SAFe...THANK U FOR BEING UUUUUUUUUUUU...MUAH Aj
åMªÑða♥

Apr 24, 2008 10:59 PM

I have been thinking about you alot today! Turns out I miss you more then words can ever say. I was taking a shower today, and all of a sudden the shampoo I was using reminded me of a scent of shampoo we used at your grandma's. It was like a flood of memories came over me! Suddenly everywhere I turned were memories of you.
I would give anything to have you back again!! Just to have you here for a hug would make my year!! I love you always and forever!!
jj blaYall daY

Apr 20, 2008 4:12 PM

HappY 42o
åMªÑða♥

Mar 31, 2008 9:29 PM

Happy 30th!! Wow! When you were 19 and I was 20 I would have never imagined us getting this old. You at 30 I can't comprehend. It is almost like you weren't supposed to make it to that age. I just wish you could have at least gotten to have your golden birthday. Mine was so memorable. You and all my friends, it was all I could have asked for! I will never forget it, and I wish you could have had the same.
When i sit here and think about you, I wish that I could put into words how much I miss you! Just to hear your voice and see you smile, I would give the world for that! To even just tell you one last time how much you meant to me and to tell you I loved you! I guess I will just have to have faith that you are really watching over us, seeing how much i miss you! Happy 30th Chad! Squeeze Squeeze Squeeze, and a wink for old times sake!! I love you!!
Dohr

Mar 31, 2008 5:42 PM

happy bday chad. . .
lee
annjuliaannjulia smalls

Mar 31, 2008 2:40 PM

I AM ON SET AND ALL I CAN THINK OF IS U ARE 30 YEARS OLD 2DAY....MY MAKE UP IS ALL OVER THE PLACE..BUT I DONT CARE CUZ THE TEARS ARE FLOWING....i feel like it was just yesterday we laughed about ur 29th b-day...How u felt old...U had me cracking up...Man I WISH U WAS HERE...I LOVE U FOREVER...OUR FRIENDSHIP WILL NEVER DIE U ARE PLACED IN MY HEART 4EVER...143 Aj
FrancisFrancis Fuller

Mar 31, 2008 11:31 AM

Happy birthday!miss ya buddy!
åMªÑða♥

Mar 30, 2008 11:22 PM

Kind of was hoping tomorrow would never come! To think you would have been 30! yeah, Chad as a 30 year old doesn't even sound right! lol! I miss you more then you could ever imagine! Everyday is a struggle without you.
Mr. Zollimichael zolli

Mar 29, 2008 3:15 PM

Happy early birthday bro. wish I could hang out 1 last time.
Finally got of probation yesterday
åMªÑða♥

Mar 27, 2008 9:44 PM

We were so close together
Yeah, you felt like a brother to me
Searching for a little bit of truth
But I found that it was living inside of you

Thought we could live forever
But there's more to life than we'll ever know
Tell me why'd you have to leave so soon
When I've got a thousand questions to ask of you

Will I see you in heaven
Shine your light from above
With your love I am never alone
Won't you carry me, won't you carry me home

Well, faith is the answer
Can you spare some to help guide me through
Swim across the ocean for a sign
Though you're gone,
You're always gong to be a friend of mine

Will I see you in heaven
Shine your light from above
With your love I am never alone
Won't you carry me, won't you carry me

Will I see you in heaven
Will I see you in heaven
With your light I am never alone
Won't you carry me, won't you carry me home
dingo.

Mar 27, 2008 1:41 AM

i know you are watching over and smiling down on all of us, darlin...
Dohr

Mar 23, 2008 3:47 PM

chad. .
lee
annjuliaannjulia smalls

Mar 23, 2008 3:01 PM

I TRIED 2 BE STRONG TODAY....AND I WAS DOING GOOD TIL I GOT OFF THE PHONE WITH UR MOM AND DAD....(OUR) OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH DID I BREAK...BUT I AM OK....I JUST HAPPEN 2 MISS THE HECK OUT OF U...AND AS AMANDA SAID U HAVE 2 THE ONE THAT BE KNOWN...EASTER...LOL..AND FOR ME ITS MORE CUZ ITS OUR GODDAUGHTERS B-DAY...OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH OK THATS MY LAST SCREAM...LOL...LOVE U SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH.....MISS U EVEN MORE......143 Aj
åMªÑða♥

Mar 23, 2008 2:04 PM

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It seems like it is never gonna get easier! One year down, and it has to fall on Easter! You always knew how to ruin the holidays~lol.
I will give hugs and kisses to Lilly and Zoey for you! You are always with me, I know you will never leave me alone! You promised!!
åMªÑða♥

Mar 17, 2008 1:18 AM

Everytime the sun shines, and there are big fluffy clouds in the sky i think of you! I look up and tell you how much i love and miss you! I always will ya know. you were my angel, my heart and soul! my heart breaks over and over thinking of you! love and hugs....forever and ever and ever and ever!!
Joe

Mar 14, 2008 6:17 PM

Chadly coming up on a year now and u are still missed by all. I'm going to try and get u a head stone fwith my money i get from my settlement I'm going to go up to ur grave this fweekend and probally ball my eyes out My birthday will never be the same fwithout u. I saw Elvis's dumb ass at the court house today and kinda laughed. I miss u so much bra and could go on and on but I will see u soon enough brother peace and love and peace and love to ur whole family bless there hearts
annjuliaannjulia smalls

Mar 13, 2008 7:34 AM

I MISS U...THIS MONTH HAS BEEN HARD 4 ME....LOT GOING ON 4 ME....BUT I KNOW U ALREADY KNOW...HAD SOME SAD SAD TIMES LATELY...AND IT APPEARS THE DAY I BEEN DODGING IS COMING UP...U SEE I AM LEAVING U WITH THIS COMMENT CUZ I AM NOT SURE IF I BE ABLE 2 ON THE 23RD...AND IF I COULD U KNOW I WILL NEVER FOR GET THAT DAY...4 ONE IS OUR GODDAUGHTERS B-DAY....CRAZY HUH...U MADE GODFATHER 2 HER AND U DIED ON HER B-DAY...WELL ITS OK CUZ SHE KNOWS ALL ABOUT HER UNCLE CHAD...HER AUNTIE BEST FRIEND FOR LIFE...MANNNNNNNNNNN I MISS U I AM GOING 2 BE THE SPOKES MODEL 4 MS BLACK AMERICA ON MARCH 21ST...MAKE SURE I DO NOT TRIP PLEASE...U KNOW HOW THAT IS FOR ME...LOL..OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH SO MUCH I WANNA SAY...BUT U ALREADY KNOW...SO I END WITH LOVE U FOREVER...Aj
jj blaYall daY

Feb 27, 2008 6:27 AM

yo kid, my sister is gonna have a baby. Im gonna be an uncle in september.
this trainwreck dank hits for you!!
FrancisFrancis Fuller

Feb 23, 2008 10:59 PM

this made me think of u...miss u! Photobucket
åMªÑða♥

Feb 14, 2008 6:04 PM

So the day has come again. If i thought Valentines Day was hard last year, this year it is tearing me up! I remember it all like it was yesterday. The taco's, fear factor, you telling me to close my eyes, thinking you got me a good desert or something. The opening my eyes and you on one knee with that ring (i love that ring). I would say yes all over again if i had the chance! You are always going to be my soul mate...no one can take that away! Someday we will be together again, and i will say yes one more time! Love you always forever and a day! Sqeeze Squeeze Squeeze!!!
annjuliaannjulia smalls

Jan 30, 2008 3:24 PM

I KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!ITS BEEN ALONG TIME ON UR PAGE...AND ITS NOT BECAUSE I BEEN REAL BUSY,CUZ I ALWAYS HAVE A MINUTE FOR U....BUT I NEEDED A MINUTE FOR ME....I BEEN RATHER SAD SAD SAD LATELY, DEALING WITH LOTS OF THINGS...BUT I KNOW U KNOW THAT ALL READY...AND YET THERE BE SOME GREAT THINGS GOING ON...BUT I KNOW U KNOW THAT 2...I COME 2 UR PAGE AND THE WORDS WONT COME OUT...I BELIEVE ITS COMING 2 CLOSE FOR SO MANY THINGS THAT WAS OUR DAY...AND I KEEP BEING TOLD IT GET EASIER IT WILL....BUT FOR ME ITS BEEN GETTING HARDER...BUT 2DAY I WAS LIKE U CAN DO THIS AND SO HERE I AM...TEARS FLOWING DOWN THE KEYBOARD...JUST FREAKING MISSING U IS WHATS AILING ME.....I HAVE GONE THROUGH SOME HARD TIMES AND I COULD HANDLE THAT...BUT THE THOUGHT OF MY BESTFRIEND NOT BEING HERE I AM HAVING THE HARDEST TIME DEALING WITH THIS...I KNOW IT GETS EASIER...143
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