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elisabeth	Nov 2, 2009 5:47 PM My Fundraising Page for Dragon Drive Out of the Darkness Community Walk, Houston Texas, November 7, 2009. UPDATE: So far I have collected 60% of my goal of $300.00 for the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention. Please see my link above and donate if you wish but at least look at it -- read my little description of what it was like to participate last year and the year before. I think we need to speak and holler out and howl in public about suicide and depression and this foundation is organized enough to be one way of doing this in an effective way. xxoo to anyone who reads this
elisabeth
Ann	Oct 7, 2009 10:31 PM I feel dead inside. Just going thru the motions. Miss you son. Je me sens morte dans mon coeur. Et je continue à faire semblant. Tu me manques mon fils.
Ann
Marie	Sep 6, 2009 12:33 PM I will I was either in France or you were in Texas so I could give you one!!((HUG))
Marie
elisabeth	Aug 8, 2009 11:07 PM Thinking of you. Hard time of the year. Talk soon??!! Sending hugs. lil sis
elisabeth
Michael Mertens Memoria…	Aug 8, 2009 11:07 PM Hi Ann, I Hope yesterday passed as gently as it could for you...you and Patrick are always in my heart and on my mind...My Heart goes out to you!! I don't get on-line much anymore so I'm glad I got to come on today. Oh yeah, and by the way, Happy be-lated birthday....I miss talking to you... Take care, Love, Mary E
Michael Mertens Memoria…
elisabeth	Jul 29, 2009 12:49 PM Happy birthday, dear Ann! I know this is a special one ... where do the years go?! It has always been an honor to have you as a sister. And congratulations on the birth of your beautiful little grand-daughter, Lucie! Yes, Patrick would have loved to have been able to live to see both of these days. I hope your day is good. With love from lil sis
elisabeth
Ann	Jul 26, 2009 12:17 AM Pat, yesterday your niece Lucie was born. You would be such a cool uncle. §§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§ Hier ta nièce Lucie est venue au londe. Tu serais un tonton si cool.
Ann
Ann	Jul 12, 2009 8:08 AM Je continue à penser contamment à toi, tu me manques, la douleur que tu as vécu tout seul me terrorise, j'essaie toujours de comprendre. Mais je sais que à ce moment-là tu n'avais pas d'autres solutions. Oh mon fils. Love you forever no matter what. Maman
Ann
elisabeth	Jun 18, 2009 12:14 PM HI -- Thinking of you as I drink my first cup of coffee and wish you were here to share -- it tastes so good. Sending love. lil sis
elisabeth
elisabeth	May 25, 2009 3:28 PM The day of Patrick's funeral in Paris, James, Betsey, Nicolas and I planted an olive tree for Patrick in James's backyard in Salem, Oregon. James had bought the tree. We each placed little round stones around the base of the tree. Last weekend I was in Oregon at James's -- the little tree has grown and it has buds and lovely silvery leaves. Love you all. Beth
elisabeth
Susan	May 10, 2009 5:23 PM It seems after 14 years I hit a major speed bump. It never gets easier, only different.
Susan
Susan	May 10, 2009 4:20 PM Thinking of you on this Mother's Day - another POS survivor. Susan
Susan
TammyTammy Woods	May 10, 2009 2:03 AM I see your status message - are you okay? Let me know.
TammyTammy Woods
elisabeth	Apr 27, 2009 3:17 AM Thinking of you all Don't have anything to say Just sending tenderness & strength Reminder to deep breathe And wanting to touch you On your return to Paris I will order flowers for the cemetery For the dragon tomb It is springtime again With love, lil sis
elisabeth
In Loving memory of Jos…Joshua Envil	Apr 8, 2009 11:31 PM
In Loving memory of Jos…Joshua Envil
Life goes on	Mar 28, 2009 4:32 AM Sending lots of love your way thank you for being my friend..;) COURT ORDER!!! you are accused of.....crawling into my heart... And hijacking my smiles... With your sweetness... HOW DO YOU PLEAD..... GUILTY!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? YOU are sentenced... TO BE MY FRIEND FOR LIFE!!!!!! NO BAIL......:) send this to all your friend's...Including ME!!! IF YOU GET 10 BACK.....!!!! YOUR FRIENDSHIP IS WORTH KEEPING
Life goes on
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Mee - Ma Ƹ̵̡Ӝ…Mary Mertens-Harley	Mar 26, 2009 7:50 PM It's good to be back!! How are you doing Ann? You are always in my thoughts. My life has been so busy and hard lately. Health problems, problems with my twin girls, LIFE It is such a rough road sometimes, but I am so happy to hear from you. Take care and I hope to hear from you again soon. How's France?? I wish I could come and visit there again. The last time I was there I was 15 years old...wow long long time :o) Many Hugs, Mary E
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Mee - Ma Ƹ̵̡Ӝ…Mary Mertens-Harley
Ann	Mar 17, 2009 8:27 AM Bonne fête Patrick - Happy St Patrick's Day. This was a special day for you.
Ann
Life goes on	Jan 20, 2009 6:17 AM Angel Comments
Life goes on
~Feather Woman~	Jan 7, 2009 1:21 PM
~Feather Woman~
Ann	Jan 3, 2009 10:31 PM 2009 - a year farther away from my son and his life. It feels like yesterday that I got that terrible phone call. And I still expect him to text me or to walk in the door. love you Pat your crazy mom 2009 - un an de plus qui m'éloigne de mon fils et sa vie. Ce coup de fil dévastateur c'est comme si je l'avais reçu hier. Je m'attends toujours à recevoir un SMS de lui ou de le voir entrer par la porte. je t'aime Pat ta foldingue de mère
Ann
~Feather Woman~	Jan 3, 2009 7:03 AM
~Feather Woman~
RRREDniccole mclaughlin	Jan 1, 2009 2:02 AM Angel MySpace Comments Thinking about you today as we face another year. Day by day, hour by hour. I pray it will get easier for all of us.
RRREDniccole mclaughlin
ChristineChristine James	Jan 1, 2009 1:51 AM Congradulations!!!! How exciting...
ChristineChristine James
Mary AKA Marie O	Dec 26, 2008 6:06 PM Thanks for the add, God Bless and keep you and yours.
Mary AKA Marie O
Ann	Dec 22, 2008 11:44 PM Patrick, tu vas être tonton, ta petite soeur va être maman. Je voudrais tellement tu que sois resté pour que nous puissions fêter ça. Pourquoi mais pourquoi tu n'a parlé à personne de ta souffrance mon bb? Tu me manques plus que jamais tout le temps. ta maman qui t'aimera pour l'éternité
Ann
~Feather Woman~	Dec 12, 2008 3:44 PM Much Love To You & Yours
~Feather Woman~
Peggy	Nov 30, 2008 8:44 PM Bon anniversaire Bim, tu me manques a chaque instant. ca fait terriblement mal. Pour ton anniv, maman aurait fait son gateau, et on serait alles chez papa manger des crepes. tu en aurais mange 10, et je t'aurais offert un CD ou un DVD en te disant que tu es vieux. Pourquoi tu nous a enleve ca ? je t'aime. Ta soeur
Peggy
elisabeth	Nov 30, 2008 4:29 PM Today I went to the little stone church I go to at times, and lit a candle for Patrick. It's his birthday. But I didn't blow the candle out. Love to Ann from Patrick's auntie
elisabeth
Jennifer and Stephens d…	Nov 30, 2008 1:07 PM thankyou ann, you have a sixth sense. what a first thanksgiving without jen. awfull ,Good to hear from you
Jennifer and Stephens d…
Ann	Nov 29, 2008 10:36 PM Il y a 31 ans c'était un des plus beaux jours de ma vie - la naissance de Patrick. Aujourd'hui je chéris le temps trop court qu'il a passé ici, j'honore ses accomplissements. Et j'essaie de ne pas pleurer. 31 years ago today was one of the happiest days in my life - my son was born. Today I treasure the too-short time that he was here and honor his achievements. And try not to cry.
Ann
Life goes on	Nov 26, 2008 11:47 PM br> Click here for more Thanksgiving Graphics!
Life goes on
elisabeth	Nov 23, 2008 4:05 PM Dear Ann, As you know, I walked the Houston AFSP "Out of the Darkness Walk" with Laura and Cory and Noah. There is something transformative about participating. It is like you are part of something bigger than your own pain. You stand with strangers and share an extremely powerful bond of love and pain and loss. But there is also something else as you stand side by side in the face of this unthinkable experience of suicide survivorship and watch those blue balloons fly away. There is the bald fact that everyone there has a gaping hole in their lives -- but just to stand there together was so strong. When we all released the balloons, ours with messages to Patrick, little two-year-old Noah was a little upset. "I want the balloon back!" he cried out. Cory said instinctively, to realistically comfort him, "It's never coming back", and then realized what she had said ... we stood there with tears streaming down our faces, watching the balloons fade into the blue blue Texas sky. I will walk again next year. Patrick's birthday is coming up very soon. I am sending you the T-shirt, music, and bracelet from the Out of the Darkness Walk 2008 -- I will also send you Patrick's childhood drawings that I mentioned I had found. That is just how it is. I send you hugs and wish I could see you. With love, lil sis
elisabeth
Ann	Oct 20, 2008 10:40 PM mon pat, la dernière chose que j'ai faite pour toi c'est d'organiser tes obsèques et vider ton apart, c'est trop nul, j'ai vraiment raté l'essentiel. je pense à toi tous les jours en me reveillant et continue toute la journée. et je te pleure. ta maman
Ann
PatriciaPatricia Gunn	Oct 11, 2008 5:10 AM Pleaselisten to the words of this song it was our retreat theme song it is beautiful . let me know what you think . PattiJosh Groban, Vincent
PatriciaPatricia Gunn
PatriciaPatricia Gunn	Oct 10, 2008 3:34 PM I went to the pos retreat this past weekend and felt so safe there being with others who are walking in my shoes it was a true blessing being around everyone in the group wish you could come to the states and attend it would be wounderful for you to attend one of the retreats they have two a yeatr one in the spring and one in the fall you do come to america I see and it is in tennessee they have a butterfly dorm that ten women can stay in the cost is only for the food which was 60 dollas this year nothing else they will pick you up at the airport and take you back they fly into nashville which is about an 45 minute drive so think about it would be wounderful for you I truly believe.
PatriciaPatricia Gunn
elisabeth	Oct 6, 2008 3:14 AM Dear Ann, I want you to know that I think of Patrick every day and every night. The vastness is great. I connect with the picture you put on your site here -- of the person sitting on the rock outcrop over the abyss with the question mark over their head. There is a rawness that stays raw. I send you love daily and hope you will take as much balm as you can from me ... I miss you. Much love, your sister Beth / Elisabeth
elisabeth
~Feather Woman~	Oct 5, 2008 5:18 PM
~Feather Woman~
~Feather Woman~	Oct 3, 2008 4:33 AM How are you doing? I pray all is well with you. North Star's Mama, Traveling Feather Woman
~Feather Woman~
ABOREALEMAMIE PIANO	Sep 30, 2008 7:52 PM Bonjour Anne!heureuse de te retrouver parmi nous! J4espère que ut as profité un maximum de ta fifille. Le retour doit être dur.. quand même! j'aimerais trouver le smots magiques pour que la vie te soit plus douce! Moi,jepense que Patrick serait tellemnt heureux de te savoir gaie... Fais pleiin de choses à 100 àl'heure comme si tu les faisais avec lui , pour lui... A chaque fois que je sors visite écoute d el amusique,je le fais pour mon frère... j'ai l'impression d'exister pour lui... Je dis celà , mais que ferais je à ta place? Je te fais plein de doux bisous fanfan
ABOREALEMAMIE PIANO
PatriciaPatricia Gunn	Sep 30, 2008 3:17 PM Hope all is well with you . Just wanted you to know I was thinking of you
PatriciaPatricia Gunn
RochelleRochelle Sides	Sep 29, 2008 11:48 PM Thank you so much, I appreciate you remembering my sweet Corinne!
RochelleRochelle Sides
Lorinda	Sep 26, 2008 12:44 PM I'm glad you are home safe :) I had no phone number to contact you :( I pray your family has a generator and heals quickly from the trauma they just experienced and are still going through. I remember Hurrican Katrina very well, the devastation affected me and so many in my family. It was a type of grief all in itself. I'd love to have you come for a visit. Next time when you prepare for your trip, make a note to get my phone number from me. :) After your post, I went to your site quite a few times to be sure you were okay. While there a top friend of yours caught my eye. I felt drawn to her, I contacted her, she has become a special friend. :) Please stay in touch. May the Lord bless you and yours every day.
Lorinda
In Loving memory of Jos…Joshua Envil	Sep 28, 2008 2:14 PM Thank you Ann. Yesterday we had Joshua's balloon release for his 1 yr. angel ann. I posed the ones I got back so far of them in his photos.
In Loving memory of Jos…Joshua Envil
Lorinda	Sep 17, 2008 11:11 PM wanna come visit Louisiana? Seriously, we are only hours away, you are welcome to stay here. We lost power for a few days with Gustav, but, it has been restored. :) It is beautiful here right now! If you're interested, we will work it out. Let me know.... really
Lorinda
elisabeth	Sep 10, 2008 11:17 AM Patrick Patrick Patrick Patrick Patrick Patrick Patrick Patrick .... forever and ever ....
elisabeth
Ann	Aug 23, 2008 7:34 PM Il y a un éléphant dans la pièce. Il est grand et accroupi, alors il est difficile de passer autour. Mais nous arrivons à passer avec des "Comment ça va?" et "Je vais bien». Et mille autres formes de bavardage. Nous parlons du temps. Nous parlons du travail. Nous parlons de n'importe quoi..... Sauf de l'éléphant dans la pièce. Il y a un éléphant dans la pièce. Nous savons tous qu'il est là. On pense constamment à l'éléphant pendant qu’on discute ensemble. Il est toujours dans nos pensées. Car voyez-vous, c'est un très grand éléphant. Il nous a tous fait mal. Mais nous ne parlons pas de l'éléphant dans la pièce. S'il vous plaît, dites son nom. S’il vous plaît dites "______________" encore une fois. Je vous en prie, parlons de l'éléphant dans la pièce. Car si je ne peux pas le faire, alors vous me laissez … Seule.... dans la pièce.... avec un éléphant.
Ann
Tims HouseTim's House	Aug 22, 2008 4:57 PM our thoughts and prayers for you... the Tim's House Crew
Tims HouseTim's House
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Mee - Ma Ƹ̵̡Ӝ…Mary Mertens-Harley	Aug 21, 2008 1:47 AM Hi Ann, It's Mary E. I haven't been online much but I wanted to let you know that you are still in my thoughts and prayers. How are you holding up my friend? I know you just pasted one of the dreaded anniversary dates. They are still hard for me too. I'm here for you always. Hope to hear from you soon. Take care of YOU...With Love..
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Mee - Ma Ƹ̵̡Ӝ…Mary Mertens-Harley
elisabeth	Aug 6, 2008 4:20 AM Dear Ann, I am thinking of you and send my love. These anniversary days are very tough. Go sit on the beach and watch and marvel at that huge marvelous tide coming and going ceaselessly. Walk and breathe. xxoo Beth
elisabeth